i woke up from my dream with a smile just to realize'it was just a dream and you were just a part of it'. Reality struck me hard, making me engulf those hard core facts. Life seemed so fastidious all over again. Tears rolled down effortlessly. Pain dawned upon. I stretched my hands to just find you gone. I wanted to scream, demur but then words suddenly stopped flowing by, mind abandoned me, everything around came to a stand still and i became numb, 'comfortably numb'.
i sit aloof deeply contemplating' where did it go wrong, where?. The only answer i seek and the acquisitiveness to break through this question makes me clumsy and wrenched but then still i try to acquiesce with life making an effort to live because i still can't find a reason to complain, nothing to repent for, nothin to lose.Every expectation has fallen apart, every hope has been ruptured,those widened eyes have stopped looking at me anymore." I AM LOST".



something's gone i withdraw and i'm not strong like before i was
deep inside of you
i can go nowhere; i burn candles and stare at a ghost
deep inside of you
i have lost myself,there's nothing left, it's all gone
deep inside of you
deep inside of you
third eye blind.